2 years and 2 months ago, this was me:
Now, this is me in my new super-cute happy-green spring coat! (Ignore the fact that I don't have on any makeup):
Most days I don't really recognize either of these people as ME.
Everyone seems to talk about the weight struggle, or food, or exercise, and what I want to know is if anyone else finds their "self" lost. I'm not who I want to be yet (maybe after another 15-20 lost?) and I'm not who I was (when my deepest relationship was with the pizza delivery guy--I'm serious, btw. They probably think I died). I hear people talk about being comfortable in their own skin, and all I can think is, "Yeah, but how much skin are you actually talking about? I, after all, have lots of skin that I'd be happy to donate to someone else who needs it."
I'm a bit adrift and at a loss. When will all of this skin become comfortable? Any suggestions?